"When is the last time, you do something for the first time?" 

D taught me alot, be it through harsh or gentle actions or words. I never knew i can do so much for somebody, shows how scary love can get when it gets too deep. haha. I will never learn how to bake, never learn how to be a romantic and how to be a sweet little girl. There's so much more to list, but it'a alright. I'm glad i learned so much within this two years, learn to be a better woman.

Funny thing is, sometimes things can't be taught without experiencing it. So don't go whining when things went wrong, face it and if it's worth the fight then fight for it because if there is a will, there is a way; Saying it's impossible and its too late is just excuses. It really depends on how much that one thing means to you, from a level of you can forget about it in a day or so to a level of you being able to die for it. Some fights are worthy while some fights are not.

It gets difficult when it involves two human beings, well, simply because human beings have Emotions. One thing i learned from my lecturer; its a funny legit story she shared while teaching us management. Here goes:

It's a beautiful morning today, you woke up feeling really great and happy. You realize you are in need of cash, you went to the ATM machine and tapped the atm's options gently for the amount of money you need, for example, $50 and the atm will slot out the money for you.
And
You had a really bad start of the day and realized your wallet gone empty, you stomped to the atm machine and slammed it while trying to withdraw money. Still, the atm will slot out the money for you.

Now, Do this on a human beings, your friends or close friends whoever it is.
You ask them gently " hey can i borrow $50 from you?" they would consider and lend it to you.
BUT, if you ask them in a rude manner " oi give me $50, will return to you tomorrow", it's pretty obvious, him or her won't lent it to you.

So why? The only differences here is that ATM is a machine and machine have no feelings no emotions while human beings, they have emotions and feelings.

This is why, human beings are the most tedious being on earth. It's never possible to please someone unless you surrender yourself to that particular person which i doubt will make anyone happy, especially you yourself.