Today marks the day i step into the twenties

It's nothing special, simple dinner and walk at night safari with that someone special, someone true to me. My words and topic have been going roundabouts, makes him frustrated at times, can't blame him, i am too.. persistent. Anyway, that apart it has really been awhile since i spend time like that with him, as his girl or not, i enjoy having his company. Last year this time, when my birthday is ending, he surprised me with a cake, it was the best day of my life. Knowing how much i mean to him, how much he want to spend my special day with me, makes me smile.Those memories keep my heart warm, keeps me warm. I hope he feels the same way, hope he enjoyed himself too.
Now i am trying to complete that little house he gave, reminds me of one of my strong beliefs
"it's like building trust, it takes up a lot of time and patience. but when one fail you don't just give up, you disassemble and you fix it back again the other way; and if its still doesn't seem to work, try and try again. Saying it's impossible is just excuses, when there is a will , there is a way." therefore, i am not giving up.

That's when i would wish " wish that time can pause down there ".

Friends couldn't celebrate my birthday as they're all busying with their own life but that one video says it all. It doesn't really matter how far away they are, "its the thoughts that counts"