Somehow, just somehow part of me just wanna fuck the shit. It's like it doesn't matter if I fail in life anymore, doesn't matter if what I do would destroy me or save me. I just wanna get all this done and over with; it's like competing with the world, it gets so tiring.
If I fail I fail, I'll just try again.
If I pass I pass, basically, whatever happens happens.
It seems like, I don't wanna put in efforts in my life anymore
But yet another part of me, just another half.. Wanna go all out, do my best.. Be the best I can be.
