Ever felt like you are not trying hard enough? like love is not enough?

Ever felt like you opened up to somebody and get shot down ?

Ever feel full of emotions but your partner is full of logic ?

What happen when you are high in EQ and your partner is high in IQ?
You just, dont click.
because whenever you try to express yourself in emotions, your partner don't get it and couldn't understand why you think the way you do.

I don't even know if this post even make any sense, i feel so tired.

Ever been with somebody that couldn't love you for who you are?

I have.

Should i let go? Yes, am i letting go? No.
Why? Because i feel like i haven tried hard enough.
Why? because i feel that i don't deserve anything positive and good.
Why? because my family show me that i dont deserve to be happy?
Why? because mum is afraid will be a spoilt princess.
Why? Because she is my mum and is suppose to be "good for me"