Time to set free...

I am ready to set off for my solo trips,
first stop will be Melbourne ( 30 April 2016 - 8 May 2016 )

My aim is to be a traveller, i hope i get to grow and learn about another culture another city.
exposing myself to the world, new environment.. even if its just a period of time.

Half the time of my life, im an introvert... time to change that.. time to get out of my comfort zone.


Trying so so hard to stay positive,
i can and i will make it.

Life just doesn't get any easier, its been forever since im in this depression stage.

I always ask myself , " when will it ever end "... its been 21 years.... its really time to grow up and move on. never had i imagined that i will be strike down by a jerk.

Why am i that dumb to even want to forgive him and let him hurt me all over again ?
what was i thinking.

He treats me like a puppet, all he want is my body. All he ever ask for is me to be naughty to him... to be his sex slave... is love that blind to make me say im okay with it as long as i have him ?
how stupid can i get

who knows i will ever be this in love?

how... silly.