"Someone is praying for the things you take for granted.”
Have you ever met a person that makes the most selfish person on earth or among everyone you know in your life? I have.
I didn't know all my hardwork and efforts would just go to the drain, just like that. With a snap of the finger, it doesn't exist. I am being classified as a woman who want my partner life revolve around me when back then I always tell him how much I want him to spend time with his family and all. All I wanted was him to show me he loves me, all I wanted was him to prove that those girls don't matter but no. Having other girls in his life is much more important than making his partner feel secure, and to him it being unreasonable and selfish.
Can you, accept your partner saving other people's selfies through social network without their consent ? I really wonder how many of you would agree to that.
It makes me wonder, what have I done wrong that made this relationship collapse.
But neither do I realize, I'm so much happier now without him.
"People who matter don't mind and people who mind don't matter."
"When you start wondering if you can trust someone is when you know you can't trust them."
It's funny how trust is so easily destroyed, it takes just one millisecond for something that seem so strong become the most fragile thing in the world.
Building it up is never easy, but it can be destroyed almost instantaneously.
Becareful of who you trust
Somehow, just somehow part of me just wanna fuck the shit. It's like it doesn't matter if I fail in life anymore, doesn't matter if what I do would destroy me or save me. I just wanna get all this done and over with; it's like competing with the world, it gets so tiring.
If I fail I fail, I'll just try again.
If I pass I pass, basically, whatever happens happens.
It seems like, I don't wanna put in efforts in my life anymore
But yet another part of me, just another half.. Wanna go all out, do my best.. Be the best I can be.
It has always been an interesting day being part of my working team, they are my everyday joy and laughter. Feels so good to be back after a long week of medical leave.
Had a talk with in charge, and we both conclude that man are unpredictable creatures.
Well, don't you think so ?
We can repeatedly explain to our Engineers about one simple matter again and again. Funny how they get mad when they don't get it and how they are embarrassed after they are being proved wrong.
I wouldn't say woman are great themselves, but woman loves to be right as man are always so high and mighty. If you are a traditional person, you would feel that man always have to be better than woman but as generations passed, the table has already began turning.
What i would say is that, there is an ego in everybody, its just a matter how much it mean to that very one human being.
For me, It doesn't really matter as long as its whats my heart wants.. i wouldn't mind going extra mile even if its risk making me myself look like a fool. even if it's mean failing or falling.
But there's one thing about man I'll never understand. Is that when his significant partner is trying her best fulfilling his every needs and wants but he still outsource himself. Hmm. Ever heard of the word lucky and contended ?
Horror
To dream that you are in horror over something symbolizes genuine fear and parallels your waking feelings of horror.
Dreaming of horrific things implies that you are numb by the things around you. You are becoming too indifferent.
Recently, I've been dreaming of it a lot. Explains a lot of my actions made and changes too. Can't point my finger that towards whether it's a bad or a good thing but every dream of it I had it's really really real. This time round I dreamt that I'm the main cast of a horror film. It started off with us receiving wrong scripts but went on anyways. A group of us walked into a abandoned school, with students rushing towards the door towards them but once I stepped in the school they stood still went quiet. We settled everyone down in a classroom, sit in a way they're going to have a lesson. For some reason I sat down behind one of them.
The only way to get out of this place is to find key to unlock every single souls, the soul that I unlocked would die and seems like I'm the only one that is conscious the only one that is able to make decision. I woke up halfway unlocking them. while unlocking, my memories flows.
Classmates, be it primary secondary ite or Kaplan classmates.. Few by a few they enters my dream. It's a strange dream I would say, it doesn't have to make sense but.... I believe every dream have a story to tell